I am still here

WOW! It has been so long that I could not remember my password...okay that was pretty bad. I am not sure what to say except I am here and alive. Well I guess I could update you on my uneventful life. I recently came back from holidays and witnessed to people I hold so very dear get married. As I watched them speak of the love they have I realized how happy and proud I was of them. I was happy because they were happy but I was proud because they stood up for what they believed in, no matter who tried to knock it. That to me was very cool. As the moving day gets closer(yes I am going) I am more aware of what I am leaving. I try not to think about it because it breaks my heart to not be so close to my friends and family but I know in my heart of hearts it is something I must do. My friends are my rock and God is my foundation, I know I will have all of this when I leave, I know they will not stop being my friends because of where I live but I cannot help but feel like it will not be as good as it is now. I turned 27 on Monday the 7th and as I was sitting there at the dinner table with some of my friends I realized this was the last birthday I would have here. Then a better thought came into my head. You know the kind of people that hate celebrating their birthday? Well, I am not longer one of them, I see it this way. A birthday is a day to celebrate the life God has chosen for you and I feel honored when someone takes the time out of their day to spend it with me or to call me, no offence to those who did not do these things, I still love you. It means I am blessed that I have people that want to help celebrate my life. I thank God for giving me such wonderful friends. Now with that being said I am still not having a going away party :)